hello, welcome to my webzone

please make yourself at home.

this website is an anonymous diary and a shrine to rebirth.

I've spent the last 3 or so years living as half a person.

this website is dedicated to the life I can have if I keep trying.

I'm going to post blogs here about the things I've been through, I hope you might be able to glean something from them. Every human on Earth has something to offer, I've been having trouble remembering that because from what I could tell I was the one person who didn't.

Apple seeds contain trace amounts of Cyanide. With water, soil, and sunlight, they also contain the potential for new life. A sprout can become a tree that lives longer than you or I ever could.

I'm an apple with a hole, oxidizing and rotting from my core.

I'm the seeds you spit out when you've bitten in too deep.

I'm a young tree whose fruits are still small and sour.

I'm here to water the soil.